Scream In Silence

Every night I spurn every thrill
Fear and hate are grist to my mill

At night, I just scream in silence

My laughter is grim, my fury not shrill
My temperature has dropped but still I am ill

I can't smile - you might see what I shield
Yes I may bend, but I can never yield

I'm back to back, a schizophrenic fool
It's what I lack, I'm cold but not cool